With repentance all the sins until now are forgiven. Not only they are forgiven, but they are also wiped out from the records of deeds (naame a’amaal). Being a human being, if you end up sinning again, repent again.
The worship done without Tauba is not waste, but worship after Tauba is a class apart.
Many people just say, Astaghfar what happens with that? Say the words mentioned in the Hadith: Astaghfirullahal Azeem Al Ladhi La Ilaha Illa Huwal Hayyul Qayyumu Wa Atubu Ilaih.
Learn this and if you are not able to remember, say: Astaghfirullah . This means: O Allah! I beg for Your forgiveness.
Daily, when you lie down on your bed, recite Istighfaar (any of the one given above) 3 times. Due to this act, all the sins of the day are wiped out from the record of deeds even though they may be equal to the foam of the seas or the sand of the desert or like the leaves of the trees or like the number of days in the world.
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